The laughter is slaughter.
I can only resist with half a heart
when the glow calls my name
from a salty distance.
I have so much to build
and take apart,
as all of this sorrow
has brought with it
a priveleged look into my self
and into the self made possible
by devotion and sacrifice.
Here, in love, and scorned;
I am a rose blossom explosion of a man.
Peace and goodwill, traveler,
though I cannot propose such a thing
without laughing a bit,
for the slaughter was silent.